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mellissa
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we are all in the dark -
canada T, Aug 31, 04
on the morning of sept 11th i was asleep, the time difference is about 2 hours behind new york, i had sent my husband off to work and our 3 year old was still sleeping, i got a call just after i had dozed off. it was my sister she said, "are you watching the news?" immeadetly of course i was alarmed, i knew it was just before 7 am i said no im sleeping, she kinda yelled at me at this point and said " turn on your t.v. right now! when i turned it on it didnt matter what channel i turned it to it was the towers on fire, i couldnt wrap my brain around what was happening. my first words were " people are dying right now!" and shortly after we started crying and of course panicking not knowing what was going to happen next, the first tower collapsed. my heart dropped. unbelievable. and as soon as georgie pie took center stage i said to my friends, "he planned this" i mean how could he not have? he propelled himself into presidency. like a knight on a white horse saving the day. but he created this trauma for reasons we dont understand. Charma has a funny way of giving back what you project into the universe. he will get his someday somehow. probubly from the same people he planned this whole thing with. anyway what has changed? well life is too short, im now seperated, moved with my son to a new home, one with no more abuse. im struggling alot, but i realized something that day, life is so fleeting! i need to be happy so in those last moments when im totally alone in death i can reflect and be happy with my choices.
T, Aug 31, 04
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